F&*^%$#@#% you b*tch. Work sucks big time. It's true they say. Someone nicer in school can transform into an ugly one due to their work environment, specifically if they are "blessed" with colleagues from hell. This is survivor. Defensive mode to protect oneself against the people from the REAL WORLD. DAMMIT. How i wish i can quit. I hate this particular b*tch big time and i literally mean it. Never in my life have i hated anyone like this before. Had a heated argument with her witnessed by my boss this morning. He was also in the thick of the action. Think he was taken aback by my flare-up but this moron was really testing me. f$%#%^&. Enough is enough. I've been a "pa kao liao" do-all kind of person but my patience has reached its limit. I suggested to boss for the workload of this new timetabling system to be shared between the moron and me. Eg. 6 modules in a semester, she'll do half and i'll do half and input the necessary information in the system. I know if I don't bring this up to boss, she will just "buat bodoh" and act blur although we both attended the training. Eventually, I would be the only one doing it and she'll go" huh? What? I don't know." And when I proposed this arrangement to boss, I was prepared for her apprehension and act busy attitude. What's with the" I don't know if i can handle it and if there's something urgent, then u wld have to do it." EXCUSE ME. WHAT CRAP. I totally didn't buy that and reiterate to her and in front of my boss that you would have to do your share still. IT'S ALL ABOUT PRIORITY AND TIME MANAGEMENT. If you say u are busy, I have 200++ POs and Invoices to create and post payment EVERY MONTH on top of examination, timetabling matters, closing of financial year, student matters, marks, online registration, Human resource matters, curriculum matters all managed single-handedly by me. Yes, I said this all out loud. I told my boss, i will do the best that i can but i am definitely overstretched and i really need help and i do not think this request for this arrangement is unreasonable. I've been doing the rest of the systems alone, which in other departments are handled by more than 1 person! For eg, other dept have 2 or 3 or even more people to can create PO and post payments but in my department, i am doing it all on my own. Other dept uses 3 or more manpower to handle these but i am doing everything on my own. Just 1 manpower. The stress is overwhelming and this moron, freak, idiot, b*itch - you name it, came up with such crap. What do you do anyway?! Nothing! Oh well, her job is to whine and whine and answer calls and say I don't know and open letters and forward emails..and postgrads..wat postgrads? You said u r busy with postgrads ? Excuse me? how often is that and it is also handled by R not you, you b*tch. I handled it before and i know what crap you talking about. CRAP YOU! All decentralised systems and Finance,HR, RO, Exam, Etc matters which comes at the same time with consecutive deadlines are all done by me! Sucks! Sucks! EVerything suck big time! I really wish i could just throw the towel! I really wish! I hate this place! No, I loathe it. the people are too unbearable. ARGH! I REALLY WISH I CAN QUIT.
No wonder i lost a lot of weight not too long ago and the stress cost me my skin! Must have been the cause! Nothing else! !@#$%^& this place.
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