must consistently tell myself to be happy. i hv to do things like watching tv or make myself busy with things except doing nothing or my mind will think of work again. Crazy. Have never experienced such chronic stress before. Not even in my 1st job. Alhough it was stressful cos' of shifts and dealing w peope, on the average of 100pple per day over the phone, it is not as stressful as these. Damn. I think even if your work is not great but u've got great colleagues, things will not be as bad. As what it was for my 1st job. I missed my ex-colleagues. But my current job definitely sucks big time. Colleague sucks. No clear lines of responsibilities and no clear job scope. No SOP. Place sucks big time.
Pardon my language for the last entry and this, as nothing describes better.
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9:07 AM
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