I've been blogging in my mind. Not articulated here though'.
Haha!
being busy is good rite? ..so i'm going to be busy throughout a few weekends. being bz helps to keep a certain issue off my mind. It's been plaguing my mind, plaguing my heart, plaguing my entire well-being like forever.
So doing what I've been doing actually helps to channel those negative energy into positive ones, albeit temporarily. And then I have to look for more things to do. Don't get me wrong. I've enjoyed doing all the craftwork and am still having a great time doing them..
What happened to the optimist me?
A friend commented before, "Your optimism is contagious."
It's otherwise now. I don't like it. But I can't help it. I'm only human.
Now tell me, how not to care?
And maybe for now, I should just dream a better dream. No, make it a different dream. But I'll still hold on to that very first dream. One day, hopefully. One day.
Keep the faith.
-- tea's thoughts --
3:04 PM
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